Mengidam Story

I called it 'mengidam' as I am now entering 10w4d pregnant.

Last week we were at my parents'.

I was craving for kari ikan utara style with lotsa okra & pekasam aloq staq.

Lucky me, as I reached home, mama had cooked those for me.
Bukan main selera makan, selalu tengok nasi nak tak nak je.

Thank you mama, I love u to the max!

On the other hand, I was craving for sukun goreng & aiskrim malaysia asam boi.

Alhamdulillah, ada rezeki.

Only homemade soy milk is still on the list.

I refuse to drink soy milk from the stores.

Preservatives are no good for both of us.

One thing I did notice is that ever since I got pregnant,

I love to stare & look deeply at my husband.

Even at the office, I just browse my photo folder and look at his face (smilling).

Rindu suami setiap saat.

Eeee, gedik tak?

Come on, dear lil one inside me.

Please have a speedy growth.

Mummy can't wait to hug u!

Heartbeat

Alhamdulillah, i managed to register at Klinik Ibu & Anak.
Glad that I am now entering motherhood.
To my surprise, the Dr said that I am now 9w4d pregnant according to my fetus size.
I thank Allah as I saw my fetus heartbeat.
Subhanallah, Allah dah tiupkan roh ke atas kandunganku.
"Tengok heartbeat dia, laju. Awak nampak?"
Aku angguk je sebab macam tak percaya.
I hope my morning sickness will go soon.
I can't wait to indulge again my favorite dishes.

Alahan

I am 7 weeks 5 days pregnant.
Alhamdulillah.
Aku dapati sejak pregnant ni, habit aku dah berubah.
Ok, dulu aku sukakan makanan pedas.
Sekarang, tak leh pedas langsung, terus rasa loya, perut pun jadi tak selesa.
Sekarang aku sensitif kat cahaya terang.
Sebab aku pening, lepas tu jadi loya.
Kat office pun aku bukak 1 lampu je.
Monitor komputer aku off bila tunggu email masuk.
Pagi2 nak mandi pun aku sanggup tak bukak lampu toilet.
Biar pintu toilet renggang sikit, asal cahaya lampu bilik boleh masuk.
Ala, lagipun kami berdua je. So, takde risau orang nak tengok aku mandi.
Iklan makanan kat TV or any food channels (AFC, LI, Food Network) dah aku banned.
Sebab aku boleh loya.

Ya Allah, pagi2 kat office je aku jadi sayur.
Memang minyak angin sentiasa ada kat tangan.
Pagi2 duduk diam2 kat meja, sambil picit2 kepala.
Kadang2, bila teruk sangat, aku minta time-off.
Aku harap Allah beri kekuatan pada aku untuk trimester yg paling mencabar ni.
Kadang2 bila dah rasa flat sangat, boleh pulak cakap kat husband yg aku sanggup nak amik drip.

Minggu depan dah 2 bulan.
Harap2 hujung2 trimester 1 ni dah ok segala sickness.
Ohhh, pening lagi.
Ok, bai!