Deepest Condolences

Deepest condolences to all family members and friends of MH370 passangers and crews.
Itu semua rahsia Allah. Kita tak pasti apa yg berlaku sebenarnya walaupun sangat banyak spekulasi yg dibuat.
Melancholic songs on air since yesterday.
Yang pasti, aku fobia nak naik flight lepas ni. =.="


P/S: Kalau nak ucap takziah atas kematian atau berita buruk yg berlaku pd seseorang, hendaklah pada 3 hari pertama sahaja. Kecuali yg musafir. -Ustaz Don-

So Soon

We are one happy parents-to-be. Another 23 days to go. I wonder how our life would be after this. We are waiting for this moment since the day we tied our knot. Dear Baby, pls arrive soon. Mummy wants to see you at 38-39wks of pregnancy. I just want to cut this time short so that we could snuggle all day long. Mummy prays that everything will sail smoothly. We just can't wait to say hello to you, our precious gift from Allah.

Mummy has fought PCOS & took efforts to conceive you. Alhamdulillah, after 15 months of marriage, we finally have you in my womb. Allahuakbar. Allah has answered our prayers. Dear Baby, mummy and babah always pray for your health, safety ever since you were so tiny, as tiny as a single cell. Millimicron, maybe that small. 

Kawan2 mummy cakap, seronok ada baby. Kita ada biological alarm clock sendiri. Tak perlu dah set alarm lepas ni. Mummy suka sangat, sebab mummy ada habit yg teruk. Mummy adalah seorang yg gagal mengurus masa dgn baik. Mummy harap lepas ni mummy jadi lebih terurus dan hargai masa.

Akhir sekali, mummy letak gambar babah dan mummy masa kecik dan sekarang. Agaknya macam muka siapa awak ni ye? 

Coz Being Pregnant at 36wks Is Too Mainstream

As of today I am 36wks 2 days pregnant. Braxton Hicks has started to double up its frequency. I can't barely sleep well. I have to change my position from side to side. 1 position only last for 20-30 mins I guess. It is painful every time I change my position, because the pelvic pain is killing me. I prefer lying on my left side. Ya Allah, terima kasih kerana berikanku peluang merasai pengalaman mengandung. Baru tau betapa payahnya ibu2 kita mengandung & melahirkan kita. 

I have to drag myself to pee every 3 hours. My tummy is getting bigger each day. Need to catch up my breath more. Little girl is doing fine but sometime hiccups just can't be avoided. Suami suruh minum air bagi baby tak tersedu. LOL. 

Dulu masa sebelum 34 weeks aku rasa aku boleh jalan laju lagi, tapi sejak akhir2 ni aku mengalah. Sebab aku cepat mengah & kelengkang aku sengal2. Kawan aku cakap, budak dah makin besar & dah turun. Ye ke? Malam2 sebelum tidur wajib minta tolong suami urut pinggang & picit tangan. Kesian dia, sekarang pun standby mode dia dah aktif . Kadang2 tengah malam Braxton hicks datang.

Until at 1 point, I told husband, I want to deliver at 38-39 wks. Sebab dah tak sabar sangat. Oh ye, cuti bersalin aku ambil seminggu awal dari EDD. I hope I can deliver within that week. Lagipun adik aku cuti seminggu, boleh dia tolong jaga aku sekali sebab mak aku sekolah. Mana dapat jenguk aku lama kat rumah.

I've got 2 weeks time before I start my maternity leave. Mood kerja pun ke laut. Hari2 dok google baca review pengalaman orang bersalin anak sulung. Serius takde mood nak buat research. The worst part is aku kadang2 tengah baca jurnal boleh pulak tertidur dalam keadaan duduk. Yelah mengantuk. Mana tak nya malam2 pun susah tidur sekarang.

Hai anak, awak ni kalau nak keluar minggu 38-39 pun mummy ok je bebeh! Tak mau overdue tau sebab mummy tak nak beranakkan awak dgn induction. Ok, minggu ni kita tengok tekak nak makan apa. Sebab minggu lepas awak nak pizza super supreme kan.. Awak makanlah puas2, sebab esok dah keluar awak minum susu je ye..

Of Pregnancy and Whatnot

What I Have Gone Through So Far

I am currently weigh 69.1 kg. Have gained 12.1 kg throughout this first pregnancy.

Did 2x modified glucose tolerance test (MGTT). Both results are normal.

Got 2 jabs.

Will enter 35 weeks this Saturday. Left foot has begun to swollen (Edema).

Back pain has subsided, but pelvic pain is getting more intense.

Did notice ever since I got pregnant, I love bread. Breakfast and dinner.

Once being hospitalized. Less than 10x baby movement. However, she is now doing fine and happily growing.

Did 2x 4D ultrasound. At 25 weeks and 30 weeks. And to confirm her gender.

How Do I Prepare for Labour

Of breastfeeding preparation, I've done some breast massage. Husband keeps reminding me, "Dah urut ke belom?"

Breathing technique during contraction and delivery. Had jot down the techniques for me to hafal dan praktis. Heeeeeeee-haaaeeeeee. Hee-haa-hee-haa. Hee-hee-haaaaaaa. Lastly, Heeeeeeee-pushhhhh and haaaaaa.

Baby's hospital bag is ready, but mummy's?

Practice some Quran verse, Surah Maryam (to ease labour), Doa Nabi Yunos (while you are in distress), ask husband to make air selusuh. Will find some zamzam water & kurma to keep me revived.

Mind-setting: vaginal delivery, natural birth, say no to epi. <--- Do I have what it takes?

Finally, stay calm because April is coming soon!