Kononnya

Konon-kononnya nak stay silence la dari officemate pasal pregnancy ni. Ternyata aku tak boleh elak. Kantoi sebab cara jalan aku totally berubah. Yelah, makcik2 yg ada experience beranak 3-4 kali dah tau aku ni pregnant walaupun aku tak buka mulut pun, unless kalau orang tanya. Hm..nampak gayanya tak leh nak sorok sebab cara jalan pun dah kantoi. Hihi.

Nak tau apa yg lain cara jalan wanita yg mengandung & tak mengandung? Paling obvious is, your bump is getting bigger & rounder. Sebab tulang pelvis mula berubah untuk sokong kandungan anda. Ada paham?

Husband pun tegur, Haahlah, lain dah Yang punya bump. Besar. Hikhik, seksi ape? 

First Experience Flying During First Trimester

Alhamdulillah. Semuanya selamat. Memang berdebar nak naik flight from JB to Miri return dengan 1 kali transit. Ya Allah, seksa betul menunggu lama bila flight delay. Perasaan tu nak cepat2 sampai rumah berehat atas katil sendiri. Masa nak take off, ok lagi. Paling risau bila nak landing. Gegaran tu terpaksa aku tahan. Kesian kat baby. Risau sangat sebab dia kecik lagi. Haritu sebelum fly dah 2 Dr yg kami jumpa utk confirm adakah selamat utk fly. Masa dlm flight dari KL-Miri, 2 jam 10 minit lamanyaaaaa. Terpaksa endure pening2 loya, dgn bau makanan yg dihidang. Tak sedap ok, I almost puked! Entahlah, bagi aku sekarang ni kalau dihidang makanan paling sedap kat dunia pun, aku tetap pilih buah2an. Lagi2 kalau chilled. Nyaman rasa.

Sehingga hari ni, Ribena/Orange juice, buah epal dah ready siap2 dalam beg. Minyak angin wajib bawa. Perasaan tu kalau boleh memang tak nak makan langsung, sebab loya. Tapi memikirkan baby, kesian. dia berhak dapat nutrien yg cukup. Sorry baby, I was my fault. Ya Allah, pls help me to endure all this. And safe us from any harm. Ameen.

Pengalaman Baru

Alhamdulillah, Allah maha mendengar rintihan kami.
Last period bln Jun haritu, sangat tak jangka rupa2nya dah pregnant 4 minggu.
Aku dah rasai pengalaman org2 mengandung ni.
Tengah malam, tekak akan loya, so botol air kena standby tepi katil.
Pagi pulak rasa lapar, makan roti + minum susu kambing pun dah cukup kenyang.
Lunch pulak makan nasi macam 2 hari tak makan nasi.
Lepas habis makan, kepala pening & tekak rasa loya.
Padahal makan nasi banyak untuk lunch macam takde ape2 je.
Malam pulak selera makan dah kurang.
Makan buah pun dah cukup kenyang.
Lepas makan malam, kepala dah ok, tak pening dah.
Bila nak tidur, cramp & sakit belakang.
Sekarang makin cepat mengantuk.
Kul 11 je dah naik katil, golek2 sampai tertidur.

Walau apa pun, aku tetap happy sepanjang pregnancy ni.
Semoga Allah lindungiku dan kandunganku.
Risau jugak Isnin ni nak pegi Serawak untuk seminar.
Baby ikut mummy kerja naik flight.

The Unexpected

I was waiting for my AF to visit me last Ramadhan. The truth is, my gynae would like to continue my fertility treatment after Raya. My previous correctional cycle (after 4 Clomid cycles) was 40-43 days. And I was hoping that AF will appear on that particular date. A week after my period was estimated to come, I had this normal PMS symptoms; sore breasts, cramps, mood swings. Ah, it is just normal symptom! I kept saying that. The period  didn't show up until 14days. My period must be irregular this time. 3 days later, my lower back started to hurt at night. I asked husband to rub my back with citronella balm. The cramp was getting more intense. It was difficult to put myself to sleep. 

I could not go to work on 20 Aug 2013. So, that evening, after work, husband brought me to seek for medical attention. I went to see Dr Jamaliah. I told her about my PMS symptoms, later on, she asked me to sample my urine. After 5 mins, she showed me the 2 miracle lines that I was always hoping. My UPT is positive after 15 months of marriage.

Allahuakbar..Allahuakbar...Allahuakbar... Allah has answered our prayers. Dr Jamaliah also showed me my 1st baby-in-the-making ultrasound picture. I can see a tiny sac in my womb. She suggested me to come for another ultrasound after 2 weeks.

To date, I have experienced nausea, frequent urination, cramps, back pain, fruit cravings. I hope Allah will ease my pregnancy journey. Ameen..